October 2010
3 posts
August 2010
3 posts
“I saw in their eyes something I was to see over and over―a burning desire to go,...”
– John Steinbeck in The Urge to be Someplace Else (via quote-book)
“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”
– Maya Angelou | Submitted by: bornonthe17th (via quote-book)
June 2010
1 post
May 2010
5 posts
“For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, ‘It might have...”
– John Greenleaf Whittier (via hit-or-miss) (via quote-book)
April 2010
3 posts
“Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can...”
– Alex Tan (via quote-book)
Love :)
So suprising :)
March 2010
14 posts
“My heart is anchored
to the slightest rise and fall
of breath in your chest.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott) (via quote-book)
Why does everyone feel the need to have a...
Then ask me what it's like to have myself so...
Cause you can’t keep a secret if it never was a secret to start at least pretend you didn’t want to get caught
You have no right to play with my heart.
20 Steps Back...
Now im back where i was…i knew once more was a bad idea.
All my steps forward have completely disappeared.
The road that seemed so clear at first, i cant see it anymore.
No one knows.
September 2009
2 posts
So thats what you call a get away...tell me what...
Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know, like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart. For twelve years I’ve held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart. I played it quiet, left you deep in conversation. I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen. I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would, and now I know I want to...
Isnt it weird
how we completly hide ourselves and avoid silence because were afraid of what it will bring us…and when we finally catch ourselfs in the silence that we now cant get out of, we feel so increadably alone…i dont know why but God just seems so far away right now…i thought i did what he wanted me to do..i know i did the right thing and im totally paying my consiquences for my actions...
August 2009
28 posts
“Someone out there is meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your...”
– Dawson’s Creek (via runawaytrain) (via marjchun) (via soulier)
“She cuts a vein although it’s much too dull
I say she’s all alone...”
– Aiden-We Sleep Forever
MOVING
I cant believe it! i move out on wednesday!!!
"Jesus-and"
crookedtooth:
It seems odd to have to say so, but too much religion is a bad thing. We can’t get too much of God, can’t get too much faith and obedience, can’t get too much love and worship. But religion- the well-intentioned efforts we make to “get it all together” for God- can very well get in the way of what God is doing for us. The main and central action is everywhere and always what God...
“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you...”
– Twain (via josephking)
Packing...
Packing up my room is so weird…even though im not going that far away, my room is my comfort place. Its the place where iv cried so hard iv puked, its the place where iv yelled at God and its the place where iv praised his name…its the place where iv tried to end my life but God has saved me everytime..
it holds so many memories and leaving it is just gonna be weird…but im glad...
My boyfriend kissed me in the rain today :D
Today was just an all around bad day..had to get up at 545 in the morning for physical therapy and work out when i went to bed at 230 in the morning!…then got in a huge fight with my mom over the frickin dishes which led to a bigger argument about life in general which led to me crying and leaving…then i got blamed for being suicidal and my parents got called by one of my friends...
8450.) Every time you text me, or even talk to me...
sammpetrie:
(via blogsecret)
My best friend....
i miss my best friend so frickin much…i know everythings my fault and i would do anything to take it back..but i wish you could try to look back on EVERYTHING we had…everything weve been through together…all the things i could only talk to you about now i have to lock up inside because nobody understands my like you do. I lay in bed and go to text you goodnight but i have to stop...
its so easy to just talk the talk. its so easy to say i wanna live my life for my savior Jesus Christ, i want to let Him take over my life and change me…its so increadibly hard to be BOLD with your faith. The whole world is out there tempting you with greed, sex, drugs and alcohol, self mutilation, and self image…its so hard not to fall into those things…but idk sinse iv...
My deepest fear...
is not death itself
but dying by my own hand
“Jesus said, “but ,i tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who...”
– Mathew 5:44-45
Isnt it hard to pray for the people that you just want to kick their ass?? I’ll tell you what…its hard for me man…but i feel like God is really just saying hey dont only pray for the ones that you are close to and know me, but the ones that dont know me and the ones...
Negitives
my cars in the shop agggain! because the tires are so bald there not even street legal…
my brother and his friends snuck up on me and my boyfriend while making out in his truck and started bangin on the windows…ps payback is gonna be a bitch for my little brother :)
havent gotten my roomate information yet even though EVERYONE else has…even my roomate..
Positives
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